i’m just now reading back all this old shit and i realize i edited a lot of my old posts here to fit some weird character i thought was necessary to “lay low” after someone kind-of-didnt-kind-of-did took advantage of me online while i was using the name Jacred. i loved that name so much and i was like 13 but after that i felt the need to distance myself from that identity.
i thought there was no way anyone should be able to link me after that incident, esp. regarding my age. so i got all weird abt it and deleted like 40% of my old posts and edited a lot to sound less like a kid. really strange coming back to it. it also fucked up my post count and makes reading threads from like 2018 i was active in harder because i really edited my posts to shit. and none of it really ever helped me either, since i was running from a fear of something that really didnt exist. this isnt really important to me anymore, but its kind of funny how even this forum, something usually so far removed from my personal life, was affected by something