The Well - Polaris

Hopefully i'm none too late with this, but...

What are you planning to do for when you are all grown up?

 

What is the nature of your visit
what is the duration of your stay
do you have any fruit, alcohol or tobacco with you
are you carrying more than $10,000 in cash
are there any items you are going to be leaving here when you return
have you ever committed a crime for which you did not receive a pardon
do you have anything else to declare

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alright no more screwing around, time to play hardball
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if you had to kill someone, how would you do it
what is your spirit animal
If you had a parasitic twin, would you choose to have them removed
What is the moment in your life that you are the most ashamed of
What is the moment in your life you are most proud of
What do you think your strengths are
what would you do if you were a mimiga for a day
how do you deal with the fact that other people hold entire lifetimes of emotions, beliefs, secrets and experiences that you will never even glimpse the surface of, let alone truly understand
What is your beverage of choice
Which do you fear most, decay of the body or decay of the mind?
What is the driving force in your life?
butts???????????????

 

Hopefully i'm none too late with this, but...

What are you planning to do in the future/for when you are all grown up?

Don't worry about lateness, I'm happy with any questions at all. c:

As for the question, I don't have a definite answer, but I'll try explaining anyway.

I don't really know what I'm going to be doing in the future, assuming you're talking on a large scale. I don't have any idea what sort of college I'd like to attend, what degree or job I want to pursue, where I want to live, or even whether I want to go to college at all. (PLOT TWIST! There are other ways to go through life than school>college>job>blah>die. Although that's certainly one of the easier choices, and a pretty nice one in its own way...)

I think programming could be a good option, if I learn enough and decide I like it. I also might have the capability to be a writer, or I could just be a librarian or something because why not, I'll survive. But really, it will take a lot of time to decide.

As it is now, though, I don't want a high-end job like the cliches of doctor or lawyer, and I couldn't stand a morally degrading one like politician. Actually, anything that requires politics in general. Yech.

What is the nature of your visit
what is the duration of your stay
do you have any fruit, alcohol or tobacco with you
are you carrying more than $10,000 in cash
are there any items you are going to be leaving here when you return
have you ever committed a crime for which you did not receive a pardon
do you have anything else to declare

Visiting a friend.
As long as they'll accept me...
I've got a tomato and rubbing alcohol.
Of course not.
Good will?
Yes, I stole a few pens from a sibling.
I like tacos. Would you please allow me entrance to Canada now?

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alright no more screwing around, time to play hardball
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There aren't really any hard questions, for me, just awkward sexual ones and really extreme moral choices...

if you had to kill someone, how would you do it
what is your spirit animal
If you had a parasitic twin, would you choose to have them removed
What is the moment in your life that you are the most ashamed of
What is the moment in your life you are most proud of
What do you think your strengths are
what would you do if you were a mimiga for a day
how do you deal with the fact that other people hold entire lifetimes of emotions, beliefs, secrets and experiences that you will never even glimpse the surface of, let alone truly understand
What is your beverage of choice
Which do you fear most, decay of the body or decay of the mind?
What is the driving force in your life?

Preferably as quickly and painlessly as possible. Obviously, I don't know much about killing, but I suppose a few bullets in vital areas would do it. Or maybe some numbing poison? I don't know.

It's still Frenzied Sue.
I don't really see any real life animal I identify with.
Since Sue is human, there's always the obvious alternative. Which I think works better, actually...
...but I'm going to keep saying it's Frenzied Sue anyway, just for fun and to keep things from going into awkward territory.

Well...it depends on how sentient they would be. If it were just a mindless bunch of flesh, then yes, I'd have it removed, even though it might be difficult to do.

Generally speaking, I absolutely despise my younger self, and therefore a lot of my early life is this. Not even on a "I was so stupid back then" clause, although it's certainly true, just "I was a complete jerk and counter to a lot of my standards today". A certain few acts which hurt as many good people are especially bad, though I won't discuss these.

I think the time where I kinda helped convince a friend to not attempt suicide was really awesome. And the time when I joined the forums (a year ago!) and the eventful days of December 27-31 (especially the events surrounding the Skype and Forum Wells) made me feel pretty proud of myself too, because they both involved me getting past my inhibitions and both had a lot of good consequences when I did. (Joining this forum took a lot of courage, and was one of two really important changes to my life between 2012 and 2013.)
And really, anytime I manage to pull off helping someone in a big way makes me feel proud.

Well...physically, I'm not the strongest thing ever, but I do have a fair amount of endurance if push comes to shove. But that's probably unimportant. I'm really good at getting along with people in general, and that combined with good compromise and reasoning skills means I generally don't get into kerfuffles with anyone. Academically I hit like a Mack truck, and I'm really only restrained by troubles with homework and my odd mindset; I do really well on tests even with no or minimal studying and have no problems in-class. I'm pretty creative and have a wide range of interests and hobbies, and a fair amount of talent in most of them. I have a generally good moral compass, don't complain much and try to appreciate what I have, as well as usually caring a lot about other people. I put a lot of effort into things I really care about, and I mean a LOT a lot. I'm kind of a good listener, and I generally help with advice as well as I can. I know my flaws and what I need to do to improve from them. Maybe some other things I don't realize right now.

Hey, I remember that thread!
First off, I'd probably gawk at myself in the mirror for a long while. Then I would totally take pictures as evidence/a memento for later. Then I would write about the experience and stuff on my phone as well as I can (I have a stylus, that would probably help if I found typing hard, or I could bite the bullet and temporarily steal a computer to use its keyboard). Probably catalogue info about Mimiga physiology while I'm at it. Then I would just run around doing unimportant things as a Mimiga for minor lulz, making sure no one sees me throughout the day, and then I'd stay up and see if I transform back while still awake, or if it's just an unimpressive *poof* or whatever.
'Twould be fun. :3

Well...I've thought about that before, but personally I'm fine with so much unknown and the relative smallness and lack of impact of my life. I'm just a tiny part of a very, very large world, and even though I will never understand or learn of most of it, I'm okay with my little bubble and the semantics I bring where I go.

I don't have a single choice, but I do have a few favorites. Lemonade's always been a major one, ginger ale and root beer as well. ^_^
I only rarely have tea, but I enjoy it when I do, and I like standard (and chocolate, and once in a while strawberry) milk a lot, too. Among soda, my favorite is Royal Crown Cola. I have a tendency towards strawberry/kiwi juice, as well as everything Arizona has ever made.
Oh, and this doesn't count as a beverage, but last year I finally got a taste for simple water, as well. <:

Oh, god. Decay of the mind. Ever so much.
If I had to give up my legs to keep my personality, I would do it in a heartbeat. I'm naturally averse to change, but absolutely terrified of change in who I am. D:

I'm tempted to say "life itself", but honestly I'm not sure. If I had to guess, I'm probably driven by entertainment, social interaction(?), and my own interests more than anything else...I should give this question more thought.

butts???????????????

No, but it's still better than hue hue hue

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Thank you both for your questions.

 

Have you ever wanted to be a girl?

Do you think that your house will sweep you away one day and take you to a magical land? (Illinois, tornado country)

When is the next [not a] mod going to be released?

Favorite song?

If someone was to leave the CSTSF, who would you like to see gone?

Who should never leave the CSTSF?

Do you spend much time by yourself thinking?

Why?

What do you do when by yourself?

Do you ever feel alone?

afraid?

Did I really?

What do U think about N0xid?

...compared to oranges?

Spoiler

Do I̷ s҉ȍ҉m̨̽̎̀̇é̈́̔̓ͯ͘t̎̊͑ͬ̉ȉ̂ͩm͂͜ę͊ͨͩ͐s̉ a҉c̡t a̸̳̘͔̱͑̎ͩ̚ l̸i̕t̶tl̨e͕̰͈̰̭͖̙ͫ̾͛̀͟ C͚͖͚͇̘̬̭͚̖͂͗ͯ̌ͮ̔̕ͅr̵̸̡͔̮͎̣̮̋̓̿ͩͣ̉͋̒́̊ͬ̕͝a̧̛̩̙̪̟̠̬̬̹͙̹̫͖͎͙ͣ͂ͬ̌̓̎ͭ͊͗͆͆̓́̽̽ͥ̽̓̏̀́z̵̴̸̛͈̗͙̙̘͈͔̑̊̒ͣ͐̑ͬ_̶̡͈͎͉̲̝̻̖̦̮̝͕͓͕̮̬̜̜͎̬̃ͯͮ̾̕̕?̶̵̧̡͖̻̞̹̱̹̘̝͉͓ͭ͌͊̒̔ͣͮ͌͟?͖̞̭͓̓͋̒̌?

Do I unnecessarily start fires sometimes?

Favorite color of the rainbow?

 

1. Look.
If you had just one shot, or one opportunity, to seize everything you ever wanted.
One moment.
Which sauce would your mom put on your spaghetti?

2. Which superpower would you like to wake up with tomorrow?

3. Is Gardevoir actually your favourite Pokemon, and if not, which one is?

4. What would your New York Times bestselling novel be about if you were an author?

5. What was the most uncomfortable place you've ever slept?

6. What was the most terrifying moment of your life?

7. Do you have pets, have you had pets, how much do/did you like your pets, basically just tell me about the fucking animals imprisoned on your property because I like pets.

8. On a scale of two to fourteen, ten being the highest, how would you rate humanity?

9. If the clouds overhead parted, and the most brilliant and beautiful light you've ever seen burst forth from the sky, and a voice boomed "YO HEY POLARIS THIS IS GOD, I'M KINDA BORED SO YOU GET TO ASK ME ONE QUESTION AND I'LL ANSWER IT TRUTHFULLY 100% SWEAR TO MYSELF," what would you ask?

10. Are you having solid bowel movements once a day? That is what should be happening with your poops.

 

Have you ever wanted to be a girl?

No, I haven't.
...I can see why you'd think that, but it never occurred to me. Oh, as a theoretical temporary thing, sure, that'd be interesting, but not in real life, and not permanently.
I don't identify as female...

Do you think that your house will sweep you away one day and take you to a magical land? (Illinois, tornado country)

Yup, Illinois totally gets all the tornadoes.
And then I can ride on my nonexistent tornado and undertake a magical journey to ask the Wizard of Oz lots of silly philosophical questions that don't really mean anything anyway! ^_^
...in less jerkish terms, not particularly. It'd be fun, though!

When is the next [not a] mod going to be released?

Well, I still don't have much in the way of computer access, so... maybe in a few months, if I'm lucky? =o
I'm pleasantly surprised that you remember it/care, though. There's an updated To-Do List in the thread OP, if you haven't seen that. c:

Favorite song?

Um...
Well...
Ryoshima Coast is among the more noticeable, though, along with Gestation, Besaid Island, Pepper Steak and Dinner Waltz (which isn't in the list). I have a lot of favorites, really.

If someone was to leave the CSTSF, who would you like to see gone?

I can't think of anyone I want gone.

Who should never leave the CSTSF?

I don't really know... it's not my call to make.
Also, everyone will leave eventually, Bombchu. Saying someone will never leave is cursing them to an eternity on a site that could very well go offline someday. And what happens when the internet collapses?

Do you spend much time by yourself thinking?

Yup! By myself in the sense that I'm not interacting with anybody and just thinking on my own, I could very well be someplace crowded. And I don't spend more time alone than I do with people, I think it's 40/60.

Why?

Because. I like thinking.

What do you do when by yourself?

Besides the above? Read, play videogames, write, draw, be on the internet. That sort of thing.

Do you ever feel alone?
Of course...
afraid?
...I'm only human, after all.

Did I really?

That's up to you. How should I know?...

What do U think about N0xid?

He's generally a good person. Talented. Knows quite a bit, and usually does a pretty fair job as a moderator. Of course, he's not infallible, but it would be unrealistic to expect him to be.

...compared to oranges?

Oranges are vastly inferior to Noxid, sadly. Seedless oranges put up a slightly better fight, but I think Noxid is better than them as well.

Spoiler

Do I̷ s҉ȍ҉m̨̽̎̀̇é̈́̔̓ͯ͘t̎̊͑ͬ̉ȉ̂ͩm͂͜ę͊ͨͩ͐s̉ a҉c̡t a̸̳̘͔̱͑̎ͩ̚ l̸i̕t̶tl̨e͕̰͈̰̭͖̙ͫ̾͛̀͟ C͚͖͚͇̘̬̭͚̖͂͗ͯ̌ͮ̔̕ͅr̵̸̡͔̮͎̣̮̋̓̿ͩͣ̉͋̒́̊ͬ̕͝a̧̛̩̙̪̟̠̬̬̹͙̹̫͖͎͙ͣ͂ͬ̌̓̎ͭ͊͗͆͆̓́̽̽ͥ̽̓̏̀́z̵̴̸̛͈̗͙̙̘͈͔̑̊̒ͣ͐̑ͬ_̶̡͈͎͉̲̝̻̖̦̮̝͕͓͕̮̬̜̜͎̬̃ͯͮ̾̕̕?̶̵̧̡͖̻̞̹̱̹̘̝͉͓ͭ͌͊̒̔ͣͮ͌͟?͖̞̭͓̓͋̒̌?

Zalgo doesn't make you crazy, Bombchu.

Do I unnecessarily start fires sometimes?

Seriously, how should I know? >:

Favorite color of the rainbow?

All of them, and a few colors that aren't on the rainbow.
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1. Look.
If you had just one shot, or one opportunity, to seize everything you ever wanted.
One moment.
Which sauce would your mom put on your spaghetti?

Um
um
oh god I hate trick questions
ummmALFREDO SAUCE!
I've only ever had tomato sauce...
I've lost it all haven't I...

2. Which superpower would you like to wake up with tomorrow?

Shapeshifting. I'm still waiting on that formal request I sent reality...

3. Is Gardevoir actually your favourite Pokemon, and if not, which one is?

Of course Gardevoir is my favorite Pokémon. I would be mildly angry at you for daring to suggest otherwise, but getting two nice batches of questions to answer has put me in a good mood.

4. What would your New York Times bestselling novel be about if you were an author?

Hm. I'm not sure. Maybe a sort of fantasy situation put in very realistic terms, if that makes sense.

5. What was the most uncomfortable place you've ever slept?

I slept on a long car ride once when I was younger. It was very, very hot, the car was rather crowded, and I had to sleep in a very awkward position with something lightly digging into my back.
It was not a good car ride.
Nowadays, I'm practically an insomniac anyways and good at adapting, so it's never a problem ^_^

6. What was the most terrifying moment of your life?

It seems like any nightmare I have is just the most terrible thing ever and they suck all of the breath out of my body for a while. They're really bad and it takes a while to recover from them...thankfully, I don't get them very often anymore...
Also, on a less general level, the one time I trusted someone with some very personal information about myself and some of my worries regarding them, she (a school counselor) very nicely completely breached my trust and stabbed me in the back by exposing some of that ridiculously personal information to some of my family, out of a competely ignorant misunderstanding of what I told her, and arranging for me to meet with a psychiatrist for a few months. Late 2012-early 2013 was such an uncertain and frightening time...
It was foolish of me to give that information to anyone. I was on very coldly polite terms with her for the rest of the year and never spoke with her for more than a minute again. I still don't quite forgive her.
Thankfully, I don't think most of my family got the truly important and personal part of the small amount they saw, except for one. And that has been a major cause of worry all on its own.

7. Do you have pets, have you had pets, how much do/did you like your pets, basically just tell me about the fucking animals imprisoned on your property because I like pets.

I've never had a pet. First because I was too irresponsible to take care of one, now because I don't want to. I used to be purely a dog person, and I wanted one, but never got it, and now I wouldn't take care of my own dog because I constantly feel guilty doing so for various reasons.
Two of my sisters have a dog each. Both small dogs, and brothers to boot. My sisters are rather busy and lazy, respectively, so I end up minding them much of the time, but they're not my dogs. And from day one, I thought that we couldn't give them the best living conditions or care, and I was right...and unfortunately, they've been together with their owners too long to be given to someone better. :/
I maybe wouldn't mind taking care of a cat when I'm older. They're more independent, so I wouldn't constantly feel bad about it. <:

8. On a scale of two to fourteen, ten being the highest, how would you rate humanity?

That depends, of course. At its lowest, it drops off the scale. At it's highest, it can't be measured. I'd guess 7 is a good average.

9. If the clouds overhead parted, and the most brilliant and beautiful light you've ever seen burst forth from the sky, and a voice boomed "YO HEY POLARIS THIS IS GOD, I'M KINDA BORED SO YOU GET TO ASK ME ONE QUESTION AND I'LL ANSWER IT TRUTHFULLY 100% SWEAR TO MYSELF," what would you ask?

Huh. That's interesting to think about. What would God call me? Is it somehow terrible to use anything besides my given name? Or do I have some sort of weird heavenly name I don't know but would recognize? I doubt the last one, don't think the second one is true, and the first probably doesn't matter. But I digress.

I guess I would ask him if what I'm doing is truly right. Like, my philosophies and approach to life and stuff. I'm not sure if that's the best way to put it into words, but he's God, I'm sure he understands.

10. Are you having solid bowel movements once a day? That is what should be happening with your poops.

Um, no...?

E: Okay, seriously:why isn't color working at all? I didn't even visit the evil post preview page. This is slightly more annoying to read without the bright magenta to denote my text. This should probably be taken to Andwhy...
EE: I guess I can no longer rely on you here, magenta...forgive me. Fuchsia will have to take over your position.

 

I've lost it all haven't I...

But have you lost yourself?

Of course Gardevoir is my favorite Pokémon. I would be mildly angry at you for daring to suggest otherwise, but getting two nice batches of questions to answer has put me in a good mood.

Sorry man, I thought you might have incorporated Gardevoir as part of your internet identity but you secretly like some other Pokemon more.

Huh. That's interesting to think about. What would God call me? Is it somehow terrible to use anything besides my given name? Or do I have some sort of weird heavenly name I don't know but would recognize? I doubt the last one, don't think the second one is true, and the first probably doesn't matter. But I digress.

I meant that God just calls you by name, but I don't know your real name so I used the one I do know. I agree that it would be weird for God to use your online handle.

I guess I would ask him if what I'm doing is truly right. Like, my philosophies and approach to life and stuff. I'm not sure if that's the best way to put it into words, but he's God, I'm sure he understands.

What would you do if he said "no" and peaced out?

Um, no...?

ur supposed to poop once a day bro im just concerned about ur health

 

> small dogs
ew
small dogs are only good for being hunted down and eaten by servals

 

But have you lost yourself?

No...the sauce of fate can't take that away from me. <:

Sorry man, I thought you might have incorporated Gardevoir as part of your internet identity but you secretly like some other Pokemon more.

No...sure, I don't quite remember the weird nebulous time in which at some point they became my favorite, but it's not the sort of thing I just make up. Had I liked some other Pokémon more, I would have had some other avatar...and if someday I start to prefer another one for whatever strange reason, I'll be honest about it.

...you are half right, though. I don't think I'll ever be able to use anything but Gardevoir avatars ever again. It's too associated with me. Not that that's a problem right now. ^_^

I meant that God just calls you by name, but I don't know your real name so I used the one I do know. I agree that it would be weird for God to use your online handle.

Well, of course. You're justified. It would be boring to just go "HEY YOU", after all.

Also, I guess if God DID refer to me as Polaris, He'd probably have a reason...not that I'd have any idea what this reason is.

What would you do if he said "no" and peaced out?

I'd probably have to rethink my choices and make some hard, hard decisions...:/

ur supposed to poop once a day bro im just concerned about ur health

Oh, you don't have to. I've survived temporary asthma, crippling depression, light insomnia, mild dissociative identity disorder, possible major schizophrenia, and lots of colds, among other things. I'm fairly sure I'll be okay for the moment.

>> small dogs
>ew
>small dogs are only good for being hunted down and eaten by servals

They're Chihuahua...things. I'm not an expert on dogs...they might be part Labrador, as well...

I don't know. Point is, they're small! And a tad annoying...if I did want to keep a dog, I'd choose a larger one, at least medium-sized...

 

Oh, you don't have to. I've survived temporary asthma, crippling depression, light insomnia, mild dissociative identity disorder, possible major schizophrenia, and lots of colds, among other things. I'm fairly sure I'll be okay for the moment.

That allays all concerns I had regarding your health.

 

But of course. Everyone gets those at some point.

 

> small dogs
ew
small dogs are only good for being hunted down and eaten by servals

 

But those are puppies

 

And puppies are adorabibble. Also, they're not chihuahuas...

 

But if they're puppies...

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How can they make more puppies??!?!

 

those dogs are literally the size of an elderly man
should we really be calling them small

 

These weren't technically questions, but I think people feel less inclined to post if I haven't for some reason.

I think they're actually mature dogs that are just called puppies. While being as large as Booster and Jenka might just be PERSPECTIVE from the game, the actual ending art makes them out to be fairly large, though at a less giant size. So maybe they just look small and cute, which is why people still affectionately refer to them as puppies. It's why they could have actual puppies of their own (*Hajime×Nene forever*).

 

Do you have a WiiU?

What are your plans for the future?

Guess who I passed in post count?

 

Guess who I passed in post count?

Guess who cares?
(Answer: nobody)

 

Do you have a WiiU?

What are your plans for the future?

Guess who I passed in post count?

No, I don't...I have a Wii and a DS lite, but none of the latest thingies, a PS3, or anything from the Xbox line. (I don't like the Xboxes.) My PS2 is a little beat up and only plays Final Fantasy X now, as well.

I don't have any plans. Whatever happens, I want to be happy.

Fadoink?
Unfortunately, like MagicDoors said, I don't find postcount that important. You may have more than me, I have a fairly small amount compared to some other members, but a lot of my posts are also very large. I put a lot of effort into my posts, and I think that matters more than how many I make. I firmly believe in quality over quantity, and plenty of quantity too if I can help it.

Besides, if you count the many, many uncounted Sattelite Lounge posts, as well as all of my 186 Gallery submissions (as you should, since I give every single one a title and description), as well as all 300+ posts in other forums, as well as the countless posts in the Skype IMs (which I treat like threads), than I probably have far more than you anyway. But again, it doesn't matter. I'm just saying, don't look at postcount with too much importance. Much like reputation systems, it doesn't tell the full story.

(Also, we're equal now.)