Last week I heard this first time from that girls mother:
I knew a little girl when we were very young. She loved me, I don`t remember if I loved her back as a child. Their family moved. That girl from that time was picturing me living in her mirror, talking to "me" in the mirror, telling how much she loves me etc... until she was like 14!!...
WHAT DO GIRLS LIKE IN ME, I`M A MESS, A DISASTER, LEAVE ME ALONE!! I`M COLD AS ICE. ALSO I feel a bit sorry, but if I`m cold she better leaves me alone. I`m not heartless. You just can`t force love.