Looking through my oldest status updates is kind of fun. And I don't freak out upon seeing how things have changed, either. At my core I haven't changed <em class='bbc'>too</em> much. In fact, there was a lot of change for the better. I haven't referenced Youtube Poop in quite a while, for one! I still leik swords and emoticons and greeting new members every now and then and other things. I just don't mention them all the time. Getting sad about it will change nothing and will bring unpleasant future change, so let's just keep going and see how it plays out. <img src='http://www.cavestory.org/forums/public/style_emoticons/default/smile2.gif' class='bbc_emoticon' alt=':)' />
Hey there Polaris, comment here... I was uh... wondering where spoiler is? NOT THAT I CARE THAT MUCH OR ANYTHING UH he just wasn't there when I saw signature last and those two are usually together which is why I was asking because I just didn't see him and wasn't looking for him or anything what that'd be silly I was just confused to not see him with signature and he didn't even tell meUS that he was leaving and yeah that's all mhm.
Listening to birds in the morning while playing video games is the best way to wake up, I think. More because of the birds than the video games, but if I wasn't playing any I'd nod off... ^.~
So yesterday I finally cracked under the stress and depression my mother's antics tend to evoke and started crying in the middle of a laundromat. I don't cry very often. It was <em class='bbc'>fantastic</em>.
Okay, I officially probably have a problem. This is the fourth day in a row that I end up falling asleep by accident in the afternoon. I think today I'm actually going to get all my affairs out of the way early and then responsibly go to sleep at 10 something. o.o
<blockquote class='ipsBlockquote' data-author="MetaSeraphim"><p>-throws ramen on the floor and storms out of room tossing stuff into walls and kicking kittens and puppies and baby rabbits-</p></blockquote> <blockquote class='ipsBlockquote' data-author="Polaris"><p>What a waste of ramen and small animals. >:</p></blockquote>
If I'm not active in trying to improve myself, I will degrade. I know this for a fact now. I'm not sure of how successful I'll be at times, like recently, but I should never stop trying.