Despair/Complaining Thread

that's very inappropiate! nice.
I have a lot of embarrassing/shameful secrets, but...

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I've cut myself five times now.

I also like

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bellies. Just in general.

Also I think sex is nasty but that's probably not a secret.

 

Aw, don't cut yourself... Unless you're made of chocolate cake. Then cut your self into 8 slices and serve them to yourself.

 

On purpose or accidentally? For me, I would go into a big depression, mostly 'cause I'm to lazy to hurt myself.

 

I will admit, there was a short period in my life where suicide crossed my mind pretty often, but it moved on pretty quickly. We all have rough patches, you know? The best thing to do if you ask me is open your windows, get on the internet, and do something you find fun.

 

On purpose or accidentally? For me, I would go into a big depression, mostly 'cause I'm to lazy to hurt myself.

It was on purpose..

 

 

Well Jesus Christ, Polar Star, how the fuck are you supposed to respond to that? I'm far from knowing Spirit on a personal level, do you expect me to be a phony piece of shit and patronize him? And what generic response can I even offer other than 'don't do that you're great'? Have you ever realized how fucking difficult it is to talk to someone who harms themselves? To talk to someone who tried to kill themselves twice? This is a serious matter. So what the fuck am I supposed to say?

 

Nothing. Just don't fucking say anything if you don't think you can say anything helpful. Don't just sound like an asshole instead.

 

I'm sorry. I realize, I'm being dick. I apologize. I have a nasty tendency to talk without thinking and just generally be a dick. I'm sorry.

 

I have the same tendencies. I am sorry as well. And Spirit, don't hurt yourself. I once tried to tie a knot around my neck, and then I thought of all the people's who's lives would be shattered, and then stopped. I know it sounds sappy, but there are people who DO care about you. And whatever problem you have, cutting yourself won't fix anything. Even if you think you're a burden on others, you can change that. And besides, if you died, you wouldn't have an imprint on the earth. Live life to the fullest, my friend. Seek all it's virtues.

 

And besides, if you died, you wouldn't have an imprint on the earth.

Not helping.

(Also I find it hard to believe that you tried to kill yourself with a noose since you're barely 13 years old. If I'm wrong though, then holy fuck, that's bad.)

 

Not a noose, I manually tied a scarf around my neck. Yes, I was that sadistic. Was on anti-depressants for quite a while, until they started giving me blood-rushes... Also, I turn 14 in April. I'm not barely 13.

 

Sadistic =/= suicidal
also this has significantly decreased my mood by like five spoons
ouch

 

Why is it that I make everything worse... I fucking hate myself.

 

Just remember there's people around that want to make you guys happy. For you Spirit, that's me, dunc, a lot of the skype group from what I've seen, even though sometimes some of you get in fights.

 

It's nice to know that there's at least someone who'd try and make me happy, I guess.

But yeah, it'd be nice to not hate yourself, Bionic. That's kinda disrespectful to yourself.

 

I'm used to that. Don't worry.

 

I think the moral of the story is: don't be a dick to yourself or others.

 

sup spirit
don't kill yourself
I'd be really fuckin upset if I found out you died
you're an important person to me man; I want you to be happy because you help make me happy
yeah

 

- I procrastinate. Alot, that is also the reason why I haven't released a single mod yet.

- Alot of the people I hang out with at school kinda make me feel a bit like, uh, shit.
- Side note, theres this annoying bugger in my class, who sneaks up behind me, and quickly shoves his too hands up my arm pits, then quickly exclaims "Made ya Poop!". I now have this fear that, whenever I am sitting down at a desk, or at my PC, that hes gonna magically come up behind me and do what I just explained above.

-Sometimes, I feel like I'm in a class full of 5 year olds.
-Scratch what I said above, EVERYDAY, I feel like I'm in a class full of 5 year olds.
- Like, seriously, my class has some of the most obnoxious kids in my school
-Heck, it makes me question if I'm obnoxious, it even makes me question my sanity.