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this is the end

I'm not backing out this time

everyone i interact with grows to hate me, and nothing i've tried has stopped this

this is camero, feel free to ban me, i wont be needing this account anyway

all of my classmates think i'm creepy and annoying, i don't think i have any real friends

even my parents are disgusted with me at this point

i thought i could make some friends on this forum, but that failed, like everything else in my life

i'm sure everyone will be glad that i'm gone

I've been in that place before. Like, before 2 months ago, I was super depressed and suicidal for like 8 months. It gets better, I promise. If this is some kinda joke, please. Please don't joke around. There has to be people that care about you in this world. Don't just close yourself into the dark walls of the internet expecting everyone to understand you. The truth is; Not everyone does understand. And that's whats so special!
If people don't understand you, that's sometimes good and sometimes bad. They don't understand so they can't hurt you cause they don't know how to, or they don't understand you and want to TRY to understand you.
Please, if this is serious, call the number below:

1-800-273-8255 ~ National Suicide Prevention Line

As my final message here, I hope you think about it:
You are not alone. Find people who care about you. Not people who hang around you to just make you feel better.

Honestly if you stop doing stuff like meaningless countdowns, too shitty shitposting (and apparently voreposting?) you've been doing lately I think it's easier to find people to forgive you. Have you even understood why you've got tempbans?
At least I would be ready to accept you back if you are being truly honest here, and promise not to do that stuff again so we can give you a second (but last) chance, but I am not the one in control here.

This is not a joke

Yo Camero hit me up on Discord/Steam, alright? I've been trying to reach you the past couple of hours.

I'll do it tonight

Do what tonight. Get @Tpcool on steam/discord? Or the other thing?

Other

Did you completely ignore my post?
Or is this some kind of attempt at getting attention?
Well?

I answered

A) Personally I like camero.
B) Don't like countdowns, not sure what the deal was with those.
C) If you really feel like giving up, why not try volunteering to help people who need help at local outreach/charity groups? People ARE needed and your contribution could change the world for another, not to mention maybe you need a purpose that is external to change your view in life. It is a waste to give up if you've made it this far, and people do change; including current pains. And if you think people have given up on you, then you just haven't met the right people yet.

For B, based on what he was saying while contemplating suicide, i can assume spamming countdowns for no reason, trolling people in serious posts, and even spamming vore in discord servers was what he believes he was trying to do on being a friendly person. Of course, that's clearly not the case, and after all the warnings and tempbans, it makes me wonder if he's ever questioned why he's getting punished for it all. It also shows a potential disinterest in the forums as well, which to be fair, if you behave like you don't wanna be here and yet state that no one in the forums likes you, there has to be some sort of connection going on.

goodbye