Had asthma, allergy, bad pneumonia like flue. Also I was/am cornered on a moral plane about some private matter (since it`s private I`ll just outline it). You see I could choose from 2 options which both have it`s pros and cons, and you don`t know which`s right. Either option I could choose from would make some good man happy and disappoint other good man. I chose one from the 2 options, based on m "intuition guided by love". Still it has consequences, at least in a form of the sense of guilt and rethinking the choice again and again. Gave me many nights without sleep. Besides personal probs, illness I had to perform at the ambulance, be fresh and concentrate to be a good doc. This stuff is still not over, but slowly, I think, the solution is presenting itself...