I need to tell all of you that I'm sorry for overreacting a lot and being very irritable.
I just cant continue going down this path.
I don't expect to be respected just because I made this apology.
I don't want to be irritable,unhinged, anxious and insecure like I've been and I don't think it's a good idea to keep doing this any longer.
This is getting long so I'll reply the rest.