★SERVICE REPORT★
Apr 19, 2015-Jul 08, 2015
This is my eleventh avatar, part of a long and lovely line of scenes from the impeccable depths of Pixiv. (I think.)
I no longer recall the precise feelings involved with its use. Even at my most internally...mushy? confused? wistful?...which doubtless described me at some point during 2015, some sides are really difficult to articulate. I wrote in some random upload, where few bother looking, that flames flicker and that that's probably the best way to describe my longing for beauty. And, let me be clear: this is not a unique feeling. Nor is it necessarily why past me felt this pic to be fitting.
This picture has served as my twenty sixth avatar. It surreptitiously seeks forbidden attributes, stubbornly seeing them as shallow yet harmlessly fulfilling.
