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but i'm bad

i'm curious but i'll pass this time can't overdose on negativity ;/

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well then... if i don't give up now, i guess i'll do something... soon. thanks... thank you for everything. this is really helpful.

that's how life goes, i didn't get to choose it. and that's honestly the most difficult part. making myself go and do something. and i've been there with one friend once, but for some reason the place was closed... probably an unplanned event happened or something like that. my brother can't...

i don't like that silence so i will have to agree. and how? i don't know. i'm talking with you because it was simply easy to pick up the topic and you still seem like you know a few things about it. not counting the fact i kind of know you because i've been on the forums for quite a long time so...

i am fairly certain it IS something like that. still, for some reason i can't seem to break myself and simply go there. about my friends; how..? well, alright; it's not like i don't talk to people at all. basically i have three people in real life i call friends, and well... one of them i've...

i don't know if i *can* be fully specific... there are some things that i can't explain because i don't understand them but i'll try to make it clear: first of all, i should probably call the place first and set an appointment or something, and i'm super bad when it comes to talking on phone...

@andwhyisit you see, i've tried involving other people; i tried contacting others, making friends; but in the end, no. it just didn't work... i ended up just isolating myself from others even more... i have my few trusted friends, and i talk with them a lot whenever i feel down or something; it...

except i've been a bother to people for way too long =v= and it's not like anyone can change a thing... but then again why did i post this status... i don't understand just tell me how to overcome the fear and force myself to finally go to that fking psychologist...

i wish things are not going the right way and i can't even force myself to *try* to fix them this is not okay and i don't know what to do...

except it wasn't just your fault. don't worry, that wasn't anything really bad...

sorry, but no idea... but i think either doors or blink might know something? and of course you can always ask the almighty