A friend told me to rewrite my file to Base64 code into a function that takes a string as input and outputs it's Base64 equivalent, so here it is! http://pastebin.com/2p6dgagP
Wrote a program which converts a file into Hexadecimal. It's not 100% finished yet, but this is a functional, first release http://pastebin.com/LPUA8sNx
I went from feeling really sad to feeling somewhat happy, but somehow managed to balance my emotions so perfectly that I feel absolutely nothing, which is actually even worse than just being sad.
However from experience I can say that unless you talk about your issues then they will simmer. You quite frankly should have talked about whatever put you in that mood in order to get it off your chest BEFORE it got to that point.